This was by far the worst incident. I was in 2nd grade, 7-8 years old and just went through some of the worst trauma of my life and my mom was more worried about going to Vegas then my health.
I'm so sorry. I can't believe wanting to commit suicide at second grade, when most kids worries are about who took their pokemon cards. Hope you are doing better now.
I feel that. I got diagnosed with Morbus Crohn last summer ('19), and November '19 I've had to had an emergency surgery which lasted for 6 hours because parts of my intestines just straight up dissolved and liquid shit and half digested food mixed with stomach acid was leaking into my body. It was the most painful thing I have ever experienced and I non-stop screamed until I was put under narcotics.
Fun fact, Crohns is presumably amplified by stress so the more stress you have, the worse your symptoms get. What I got is basically the peak. And after this 6 hours surgery which saved my life because my organs could have straight up exploded on the inside, all my father had to say was "now we have to pay hospital bills again."
I was still asleep when he said that. But imagine looking down to your 23 years old son (me), and all you can think of how it will cost hospital bills in a country like Germany where you're charged only 10€/day even with procedures like that.
TrippingReaper on October 2nd, 2020 at 21:57 UTC »
The fact that a second grader was suicidal says a lot about the parents
ZaClearCrystal on October 2nd, 2020 at 22:31 UTC »
I'm so sorry. I can't believe wanting to commit suicide at second grade, when most kids worries are about who took their pokemon cards. Hope you are doing better now.
sileotumen on October 2nd, 2020 at 22:58 UTC »
I feel that. I got diagnosed with Morbus Crohn last summer ('19), and November '19 I've had to had an emergency surgery which lasted for 6 hours because parts of my intestines just straight up dissolved and liquid shit and half digested food mixed with stomach acid was leaking into my body. It was the most painful thing I have ever experienced and I non-stop screamed until I was put under narcotics.
Fun fact, Crohns is presumably amplified by stress so the more stress you have, the worse your symptoms get. What I got is basically the peak. And after this 6 hours surgery which saved my life because my organs could have straight up exploded on the inside, all my father had to say was "now we have to pay hospital bills again."
I was still asleep when he said that. But imagine looking down to your 23 years old son (me), and all you can think of how it will cost hospital bills in a country like Germany where you're charged only 10€/day even with procedures like that.
The moment I heard that it fucking broke me.