My depressed and anxious ass: That email sounded a bit weird, maybe I should kill myself to escape the embarrassment.
EDIT: I see a lot of comments say this is advocating suicide but I've seen very few people understand that being an anxious wreck for 10+ years can do to a person's psyche. Even with help there are certain low points in a day where suicidal thoughts do pass through. Doesn't mean it's that easy to give up. Having hope that tomorrow might be a better day is what keeps me going.
Yeah these two fuckers feed off each other. Meeting new people and interviewing in multiple stages infront of different people gives me severe anxiety, that I just gives in and look for an easy way out. This act of cowardice then gets me in depression paralyzing me to look for new options. If I just somehow gets the courage to ignore the feeling of no motivation and to look for a better opportunity the cycle repeat itself. I hope you work on it better than I can do
Da_GoofyGoober on May 25th, 2020 at 11:58 UTC »
Kyle plant emoji knows.
123x967x on May 25th, 2020 at 12:11 UTC »
No one:
My depressed and anxious ass: That email sounded a bit weird, maybe I should kill myself to escape the embarrassment.
EDIT: I see a lot of comments say this is advocating suicide but I've seen very few people understand that being an anxious wreck for 10+ years can do to a person's psyche. Even with help there are certain low points in a day where suicidal thoughts do pass through. Doesn't mean it's that easy to give up. Having hope that tomorrow might be a better day is what keeps me going.
heckcalculus on May 25th, 2020 at 12:42 UTC »
Yeah these two fuckers feed off each other. Meeting new people and interviewing in multiple stages infront of different people gives me severe anxiety, that I just gives in and look for an easy way out. This act of cowardice then gets me in depression paralyzing me to look for new options. If I just somehow gets the courage to ignore the feeling of no motivation and to look for a better opportunity the cycle repeat itself. I hope you work on it better than I can do