I feel pathetic for posting this. Two years ago, I attempted to end my life. A couple of months ago, all of my college applications got denied for the third year in a row. I live in a huge city where I don‘t have any friends and sadly, my mental disorders are getting real bad. Some warmth please?

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image showing I feel pathetic for posting this. Two years ago, I attempted to end my life. A couple of months ago, all of my college applications got denied for the third year in a row. I live in a huge city where I don‘t have any friends and sadly, my mental disorders are getting real bad. Some warmth please?

391002082 on October 29th, 2019 at 13:41 UTC »

Hey! You look amazing and bad ass!! Life can be complete and utter ass sometimes but we stay for the small things. The silver linings of life, whether that is just seeing a sunset one more time, or eating a really really good dessert, idk whatever makes the overall meh feeling of existence just moldy more bearable. I do hope that you find some solver linings and maybe life lets up on you a bit! Best of luck!

PsychedelicXenu on October 29th, 2019 at 13:50 UTC »

Don't feel bad for posting here, we're all pleased as Punch you're still with us! Big hug, dm me anytime you need a friend.

TheCrackedmask on October 29th, 2019 at 13:59 UTC »

Absolutely don't feel bad for posting this, you deserve to have your heart and soul tended to like anyone else.

Let's begin with this

LOUD APPLAUSE

Two years!! That's two years of being brave enough to stay alive a little longer, that is inner strength,courage and sheer determination to fight your demons and that is some serious warrior might right there.

As for College I know its heart wrenching and a feeling of failure....I say it's just a bunch of colleges not worth going to because they couldn't see your potential and that's their loss.

Friends will come in time but now is your time to grow, time to heal, time to master yourself.

I wish for your mental health I could say one day will be cured but I have it too and that would be a lie BUT... we can learn to fight it, master it and stop it from making us bow to it, instead in time we might make Mental issues our bitch, who knows but you are a fighter two years says so.

Keep fighting, keep battling because you survived and that is because you deserve to be here, you are stronger and better than what you think.

Stay strong, keep battling because you are an inspiration to others who feel like quitting.

You will win in the end.