This has been a problem since 2003 when I was severely burned. I’d rather die than continue to be a slave to a substance anymore.

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TheGrayBeard on January 1st, 2019 at 15:18 UTC »

Yo. I believe in you. You are stronger than you realize. You are worth sobriety. You have value in this world.

I’d like for you to save my username. Reach out if you need some support. Reach out if you want to bullshit with someone. Reach out if you’re struggling. Reach out if you have good news. I’m here for you.

Check your PMs

LilyMe on January 1st, 2019 at 16:44 UTC »

Here is what worked for me. It might sound simplistic and stupid but it was what got me through. When I first got clean and sober I was completely overwhelmed by the idea of never being able to use again. Never is a long time. So I told myself "Today I'm not going to use. No matter what I'm not going to pick up today. If I want to use tomorrow I can but today I won't." The next day would come and I would tell myself the same thing. And then you start to string some days together, you stop feeling like you're going to die, you stop wanting to die, you start to feel human again.

Good luck on your journey. If you want it you can totally do this.

ENGeek on January 1st, 2019 at 16:44 UTC »

Proud of you, but go to s clinic and get on a 90 day taper.